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Polina had two long braids. They reached almost to her waist and smelled like her mother — her perfume, the delicate aroma of lavender soap, something gentle and warm that words cannot describe.
Every morning, while Polina was still drinking her cup of milk with a spoonful of honey, her mother would sit behind her on a high chair, pick up a wooden comb, and begin weaving.
This was their special time. Ten, sometimes fifteen minutes—just the two of them. No one else was there. Dad was still asleep, the cat was squinting on the windowsill, the kitchen clock was ticking quietly. And they and Mom were talking.
About anything. About the dreams that Polina had at night. About how little Sasha cried in the yard yesterday because he fell. About the fact that mom's gloves are blue with a white edge, and Polina's are pink, with a white embroidered heart. About whether or not she should take an umbrella today.
Mom braided slowly. Her fingers ran through the strands like strings. First the left braid. Then the right. Polina counted: a hundred strands came out, maybe more. At the end, Mom tied each braid with a small ribbon — sometimes blue, sometimes yellow, sometimes checkered.
When Polina turned eight, a miracle happened in the class. On Monday, Marinka came to school with a short bob haircut. On Tuesday, Sofiyka came to school with a «boyish» hairstyle, with her ears sticking out. On Wednesday, Olena brought earrings and shiny hairpins. On Thursday, all the girls in the class talked about only one thing: who got their haircut where, who has a good hairdresser, and how much it costs.
Polina returned home on Friday in a special mood. She sat down at the table, wiped her hands with a towel, looked her mother in the eyes, and said resolutely:
"Mom. I want to get a haircut.".
Mom didn't scold me. She didn't even ask "why." She just looked at me for a long time — gently, without prejudice. The way only she knew how to look.
"Of course," said Mom. "Why do you want to?"
Polina shrugged, as Marinka did.
— All the girls in the class have cut their hair. I want to be like them. So that I don't stand out.
Mom nodded. She didn't answer for a long time. She flipped the pancake on the frying pan, put the plate on the table, and poured us both a glass of compote.
"Of course," my mother repeated. "Then yes. Think about it for another night. If you say the same thing tomorrow, I'll take you to the hairdresser. No fighting. No tears. If you want, it's your decision.".
Polina nodded. It was more than consent. It was trust.
That night, Polina couldn't sleep for a long time. She lay in bed, her braids already undone—her mother had untied them before bed—and stared at the ceiling.
She thought about her mother's hands. About how they smelled of soap in the morning. About how her mother's voice told funny stories while her fingers were working. About the secrets that Polina confided in her mother only at these moments. Because only here — behind this chair, with braids in her hands — did her mother never rush. She didn't look at the phone. She didn't say "later." She just listened.
Polina imagined: tomorrow morning she would be sitting at the table. Alone. There would be a pancake too. And her mother would be there too. But there would be no braids. And there would be no weaving.
She felt cold inside. Not from the weather—it was comfortable, the blanket was warm. But from something else.
Polina came into the kitchen in the morning with tears in her eyes. Her mother was looking at her and waiting.
"I don't want to cut my hair," whispered Polina. "I want to continue having our mornings.".
Mom stood up and hugged her—firmly, tenderly, as only she could. She didn't say anything for a long time. She just stroked Polina's hair.
“Why were you crying?” Mom finally asked.
Polina wiped her tears with the sleeve of her pajamas.
"Because I almost lost something I didn't even notice. It's our mornings. Our braids. Our conversations. I thought it was just hair. And it's not just hair.".
Mom kissed her on the forehead.
"You are my wise girl.".
They sat down at the table. Polina put a chair in front of her, as usual. Mom took a comb. And that morning—that very morning, after some journey through the darkness—the braids came out especially neat. With the same spacing between the strands. With blue ribbons that matched Polina's eyes so well.
When Polina went to school, she didn't care who had what hairstyle. She carried only her own in her head - the warm memory of her mother's hands. About the secret that she now knew: the real little things are sometimes the most precious. But you have to not miss this moment before it's gone.
✨ The real little things are sometimes the most precious ✨